Life Of A Rebel

It's 5:12am in the morning and I haven't slept a wink all through the night. Why was I up? Well I got caught up watching "Sex and the City" again and talking with two friends, a guy who's a very close and old friend; and a girl who's a new acquaintance but already very dear to my heart as she's a lot like me. So let's call the guy 'Richard' and the girl 'Annabelle'. Richard is someone I can comfortably talk to about practically everything, he understands me even when I didn't want to be understood. He is one of those rare breed of friends you just click with and are very much free with and we had a history together. And Annabelle? She was a lot like me to be ignored. Her life story and pasts resonated with mine that it could have been my story. I was astonished when she first told me her story that I couldn't stop thinking to myself that she was my replica or twin from an alternate universe. Richard was in love with me and s...

Did I hear someone just say Valentine's Day? Wine? Check! Chocolate? Check! Boyfriend? Not sure, nowhere to be found. *laughs hysterically* I'm slopped down comfortably on the couch with remote in one hand and I'm flipping through TV channels looking for something interesting. And Bam! I come across *drum rolls please* "The Bachelor" actually it was "Bachelors in Paradise: Season 2". Wow! How embarrassing is it to express one's feelings less talk of a serious feeling like LOVE in private? Then imagine doing it on National Television for the whole freaking world to see! I actually get dizzy from the mere thought of it! 😱😵 Watching this TV show actually reminded me why I've chosen the single life. Yeah, it's get lonely sometimes but men, have you got your dignity and integrity intact. How the hell am I gonna come on National Television and get my heart broken! I think I'd rather do that shit in the privacy of my...