DAY 1 OF 365; THE BEGINNING.
As usual it started with the hallucinations, another one? This time around it's a white wall spattered with blood. "I WAS HERE" is written right across it in blood and I'm laying on the floor a couple of inches away. There's blood everywhere, it's my blood and I'm lifeless. I shake my head realizing it wasn't real but I can't stop it, I can't help it, I'm helpless. I can't slow down the beat of my heart it's doing double time on a free way, it's racing too fast; I need it to slow down. "Not again" is all I can think to myself, not this year and sure as hell not this girl. A song starts playing in my head -'I was here' by Beyonce - I try not to sing along, I try not to mouth the lyrics but my subconscious mind has a will of its own. It continues playing line by line, word for word. It plays nonstop so I just let it play, there's nothing I can do now but let it finish. I can't move! Moments later it...